Alignment means going with the flow without resisting it through doubt, fear of any kind or negativity. Believe or believing is knowing that my life journey is being taken care by the force which has brought me into this body. This idea of living gives me so much strength.Worrying brings more of it. Any emotions attracts more of that emotion. Fears come true if it is an enhanced emotion.Another wake-question which I asked myself was;'When will you start living joyfully?' Tomorrow? Next month? On pay day? Or when I get to a particular place and phase in life in the unknown future?? When?'Now' The answer came.Do it now. She said again.'I can't live in misery.' It's too much now. I'm done with you.I relax and un-tense my mental muscle and soul. Deep breathing helps.'You're doing just fine.''You're safe. You're loved.' The voice says.This happened a month ago, more or less.I let it happen. I stopped worrying about anything and everything. I began to see signs and signals which I pictured myself in, the kind of workplace, people, money, environment.I got a trainer's role for a company's crew. Here, my primary role is to train them business writing. But we speak about personal improvement as well. There's a lot of laughter and learning involved.I trusted in the unknown. She created the whole game for me only.Thank you. My Gratitude.

Getting involved in higher purpose helps me not keep distracted by lots of nasty thoughts which I had gotten habitual of without knowing about that.Negativs thoughts interfere with the natural flow of life. I never quit writing how I felt or feel still. I tried to find 'my purpose' on paper, with self dialogue, it's was sometimes impossible to think and write due to not being able to get out of bed. I still did what I could. I feel so proud of myself today.Writing, reading and watching positive videos help. It was more enjoyable to read and write than only getting confused and being unused to self and others. In the end I figured that thinking, writing, and helping people understanding self is what my calling was, is.I was unaware of that. I was doing it for peace, pleasure, recording all kinds of good and bad mental states of mine, I was digging deeper into self through pen and notebook.Higher purpose helps recover from past trauma. I have moved ahead into the direction of my soul and I be the captain. I shed old layer to get to the core where fear and doubt have no place.You, my friend, are doing just fine as long as you live with the moment as gratitude and not complaining. Universe doesn't like or dislike anything. She just gives you more of what you feel so strongly about. Fear? , or love?I choose latter.

Personal stories, small seemingly insignificant life events, how was your day, small chit chat with acquaintances and friends help. Ever since I came back into my life energy, I like greeting strangers walking in the street, or waiters at restaurants where I frequent, the guy who makes shoes in the street corner, sometimes with the guard underneath my living building. All of them have stories, good stories and not good stories. They share it with me. I listen to them with attention what they speak. They have so much to say. I have a lot to say. That creates a great bonding between me and them. We open up with strangers. That's my experience. Known people sometimes pay no attention what you want to say. Sharing stories with my group of English learners helps me personalize the experience. Again, I hear them speak about how they ended up where they are, and what's the plan. It's amazing to learn about other people's life, their journey, hardships, broken hearted tales. The thing is, they share after I share and open up to my vulnerability. I met with a guy, very gentle he was. He cried sharing his life. I saw him cry and then he came back out of grief. I remained silent. I heard him, closely. Life's happening around you. Notice.

If you don't have a dream, how can a dream come true?Dream, It's important to have one in order for moving into a direction. It sets one's focus. It's a mental picture which pulls you towards itself as you work on it slowly step by step.It's a slow process because it takes some time to make it a reality. A dream is not small or big. It's a passion that puts a smile on our face when we see it accomplished in the future.Dreaming has never been a straight forward phenomenon. Life events happen on the way. Sometimes your dream seems to fade away when you're battling with life. It happens to all dreamers. Some forget what the dream was while others get back up after all the tests are done.The brave carry on with dreaming no matter what. Their passion is stronger than "small stuff" which come along the journey. Everything becomes secondary once the faith in self is big.It's a fire within which turns to a flame and again a fire. It never dies. A dream stays if it's true. It's a silent journey that you take for self fulfilment and not for anybody. It's a force which drives you forward.You get to meet like-minded people on the way who offer unconditional support in making your dream come true. Your vibes attract your tribe. They might be few people but they're your people. They're usually strangers who become your family, a family connected through the heart.We become impatient as humans. And that's okay. We aren't zen masters. Most of us are ordinary, common folks who want to improve the quality of life by dreaming and working on it in organized manner and many times not so disciplined.It's just as it is. There's no time set for achievement. It happens in bits and pieces. Some days we do more than others. And that's again fine as long as it's happening.

Summer or winter, I love walking in the rain for hours, just outside in the rain jacket on. I hear the sound of the rain when it touches the trees, It's soothing. An other fun thing is when birds talk in the trees during rain. I notice so much energy and excitement in their sounds. I also say hi to them. The natural aura and fragrance of trees, grass, and soul enhances my spirit.The best fun thing is if you have tea or coffee in a flask in your backpack. I usually find some bench or a log anywhere I am in the rain. Drinking coffee out in the small rain is immense pleasure. Or tea as well. You come home so refreshed and happy having spent time in pure nature.

Just Rambling.....Life is strange! Strangers become family and families turn to strangers sometimes.It's a movie. Characters show in life, they perform and leave. Some die. Some just pass by. A few stay a little longer than others.You change as the film moves on. You play a child, young adult, you mature, old age and it's over. Places, feelings, thoughts, values everything change with time. And if it doesn't, the movie gets boring.What's your movie about?Does it have adventure, romance, risk, creativity, courage, highs and lows, tears and laughter, failure, success? ?That's not a bad movie then.A protagonist doesn't always have to win as they show in Hollywood films. Real life shows real stuff. It can break you down at times when you feel so down below.It also brings you ecstasy and pleasure when you feel at the top of the world. And it gets you on your knees sometimes. You fall in love and you fall out of love.Haven't you experienced that yet?Your character matures with time and experience. You keep evolving with every setback, each curve ball that life throws at you. Emotions get stronger and stronger with time. The perspective changes.Things don't hurt you as much as they did. Life teaches you to connect with self and leave the outside outside. Fakeness, an urge to be important, validation, approval, you stop being a monkey.And you know what?Nothing really matters. That only thing that matters is how much you loved and cared for others without seeking, wanting anything from anyone.You shed all you masks. That's freedom. You identify with no groups, cults, trends or anything happening in the mainstream. Walking in a crowd you see things from above. Because you knowYou're a traveler, not a resident here.

That's easier said than done. It's hard. Patience means to wait for some significant change and happening while keeping busy with routine life matters.Patience is selfcontrol. It works its best in times when you're angry in some life situation when the other person does or say the things which you don't really like. Somebody cuts of off in traffic, speaks loud or behaves in a way that's irritating. I'm sure you've met them. I have, many times. There are so many people carrying resent and rage walking on this planet.I wasn't patient at all in the beginning of my journey. I lost it on a few occasions. And then I learned. There's no easy way to get to that awareness. It's learned through life's negative side, people and events.Another way I learned this art is through observing nature. How a tree grows out of a tiny seed, how seasons change, how humans grow, the sun comes out real slow and takes its time and goes down, the whole universe practices patience. No thing of nature is in a hurry to get to somewhere.Life's not instant coffee. It's real coffee when you grow coffee plant, tend it patiently, get beans, beans go though a process, then you grind them in a blender, use a coffee maker, brew it, pour it into your favorite mug add milk and sweetener. Then you sit in your favorite spot, smell the aroma and sip it slowly enjoying it. Finish it.The joy part is the journey itself. And it's not the end of it. It's not as much to do with the destination but the journey. That requires patience.Patience is cultivated. We allow the Universe to play her role when we're patience within.A pissed driver or a rude person ultimately encounters a super rude, pissed person because that's how it works. What you give, you get back. You've got to choose your reaction responsibly.I know it's Easier said than Done.In the end you're responsible for your words and actions. It's your peace of mind that is the most important and not them.

Resistance any negative emotion that blocks loving kindness flow through us. Simple.Loving kindness is our default setting, we're born with this feature. It's a factory setting installed in our soul.Babies are an example.When they're happy, the whole household knows they're happy. And when they aren't, the whole neighborhood knows it.They express. They hold nothing inside. They return to their happy smile and playfulness after crying for a while.Once you were a baby too. Curious, surprised, excited!That child is still there inside you if you wake her.Most people want to play with babies, they hold them, speak to them in baby language. Their innocence attract people towards them.As we grow older, we unknowingly install malware in our soul from unreliable websites(negative people, situations, experience)Resent, anger, greed, selfishness, vindictiveness, and more. We're not born with them. We get infected by connecting those people who carry such malware.Once these viruses take hold of us, our soul, they create resistance. They resist loving kindness and compassion flow through our system.These viruses are so malicious that we can neither receive nor offer any love or compassion from others.What do we do when our phone or computer gets infected with Trojan?We run an antivirus.What does the antivirus do?It eliminates the bad bug.Similarly, when we realize that we are carrying negative emotions, we remove the source which has caused this dis-ease. That means toxic people, circumstances. We cut them off. We leave them alone and move on.We don't have to fight them, change them. The more we engage with them, the more damage they will do to us.We go into quarantine, we isolate our self from everyone for some time to get our soul cleansed from the viruses (Resent anger hate and such).This period is called healing.We come back to our factory setting after getting healed. A few negative people don't make the whole world bad.Once the resistance is cleared up, abundance flows from you and to you. Your love and vibration attracts more of love and abundance.Be strong when you're healing. Bad bugs in your system resist so hard before they leave.In isolation you save others from getting infected. You're not avoiding or angry at the world.You're loving , kind, giving and forgiving child of the universe. The whole world smiles when you smile. A smile is infectious. A good infection.Try it now. Give it to a stranger.

What is some creative work that you love to do just for the pleasure for it? In other words, What would you love to do if you could without thinking about money, fame or validation, and when you do it, you are so immersed into that, that you forget about time.That is your passion, your calling or your voice. Think about Shakespeare, Albert Einstein, Lao Tzu, Picaso, DaVinci, Steve Jobs and all those great creators who revolutionized this world. They had one thing in common. Passion. They were so busy  doing their passion that they were never bothered about what other people were doing. Do you ever pay heed to your inner calling? What does it say to you? Are you working on what gives you fulfilment or it is something which everyone else is doing? I don't mean that you quit your job and go bankrupt soon but my point is to make you think about doing some creative stuff on the side and work on it everyday, little by little until you become the best at it. Your creativity will, one day , become your identity. You'll become so attractive that people, money, happiness, abundance will get attracted to you. Jim Rohn said, ' You attract things by becoming attractive.' You don't have to chase anything once you become the best in what you do. Look at sports stars, actors, singers, scientists who are currently famous.  They have invested into themselves. You never get bored when you follow your heart. Jobs get you exhausted, working for somebody has never been a source of pleasure. Working on self is. It's a slow journey but it's worth it. Working at a job will pay the bills and grocery while working on self will get you fortune. But, there's always a but. You've got to be obsessed with what you do. J.K Rowling(Harry Potter) wrote her first book in great depression. She had a child, her husband had left her, she was teaching school. Her book got rejected a multiple times when finally it got accepted. She never quit. Start slow, but take a baby step today. You'll be thankful to your self in the future. Cheers!Rizwan