Just Rambling.....
Life is strange! Strangers become family and families turn to strangers sometimes.
It's a movie. Characters show in life, they perform and leave. Some die. Some just pass by. A few stay a little longer than others.
You change as the film moves on. You play a child, young adult, you mature, old age and it's over. Places, feelings, thoughts, values everything change with time. And if it doesn't, the movie gets boring.
What's your movie about?
Does it have adventure, romance, risk, creativity, courage, highs and lows, tears and laughter, failure, success? ?
That's not a bad movie then.
A protagonist doesn't always have to win as they show in Hollywood films. Real life shows real stuff. It can break you down at times when you feel so down below.
It also brings you ecstasy and pleasure when you feel at the top of the world. And it gets you on your knees sometimes. You fall in love and you fall out of love.
Haven't you experienced that yet?
Your character matures with time and experience. You keep evolving with every setback, each curve ball that life throws at you. Emotions get stronger and stronger with time. The perspective changes.
Things don't hurt you as much as they did. Life teaches you to connect with self and leave the outside outside. Fakeness, an urge to be important, validation, approval, you stop being a monkey.
And you know what?
Nothing really matters. That only thing that matters is how much you loved and cared for others without seeking, wanting anything from anyone.
You shed all you masks. That's freedom. You identify with no groups, cults, trends or anything happening in the mainstream. Walking in a crowd you see things from above. Because you know
You're a traveler, not a resident here.