I want to do something,here is the list. 1 learn English.through watching Friends,visiting English forums,keeping a dairy,making notes when learned. 2 something about music. singing,playing a piano,or something else. 3 take good care of my own life.pay more attention to my health,my happyness and so on. 4 focus on something and be master of it.

These days I`m so frustrated that I don`t know how to step forward. Difficult to find a way out. Do u have a time that u totally can`t find out which job u like most,which kind of life u prefer? What can I do to know more about myself?Maybe I need to talk to friends and get advices. Anyway,I like English and it`ll always be my rest harbour.

I`m really sorry for being absent from here these days. I went on a business trip last week and fell ill when I came back.And then broke up with my BF,and then be rejected by a manager in my dream company,and now,I`m back! There is no reason for giving up.I`ll keep on my plan and insist on improving myself foever! Come on,I believe I can!

Yesterday I didn`t write a bolg for the reason that I found it is too much work to do to keep my plan.I spent much time on Friends since it is really not so easy to understand it thoroughly.Actually I need more than 3 ours to finish one episode.Since I have to work everyday,plans must be changed. I`ll keep on my dairy here everyday,while one episode of Friends each two days. Things I learned from this is that,we need to make a reasonable plan which can be carried out but not so easy.Small adjustments are needed to make it more rational. Come on!Success belongs to the persevering.

Singing is a good way to relex.Do you agree?I didn`t sing a lot before university,which directly result in my tone-deaf.But that`s OK,it`s never too late to sing.Come on,sing up!

Today is a festival for chirdren,and we are so happy to share our memories during childhood on the WeChat or microblog.Some of them post photos of food we like then,such as a domestic drink named WaHaHa,a kind of instant noodles called XiaoHuanXiong.These snacks are full of pleasant childhood memories because when we were a lilltle child nearly everyone liked to eat and these are less and less commen in our current life.Nowadays we are face with such a complecated society that we have so many kind of food and drinks to choose just like so many different ways of our life.Renewedly eating those snacks produces illusion that we were back to our kiddle time and life seemed to be simple and pure.Maybe we celebrate this day,on the one hand, to cherrish our memory of the innocence age which had gone with the wind,and for another,to arouse our sleepless childlike innocence.For me,it brings me back to my primary and middle school days,when I was a talent and competitive student with good grades.This experience makes me confident and proud.Afterward when high school and colleage I was not as studious and hardworking as before,resulting that I feel so frustrate and get low self-esteem.So I always want to go back to those shining days,which will never come.Growing up means facing more difficulties and we can never be the No.1 in every field.So we need to find out for what we are appropriate and then focus on the field we choosed.When grown up,we need to travel far away,to read a lot,to meet different person,to overcome continuous obstacles,to shoulder heavier responsibility.Do you agree that Life comes to be complecated and also,colorful ?We gain when we lose.Remeber,every moment is precious and will never come back again.So my dear friends,living in the moment and enjoy every moment,no matter how desperate you feel.Maybe on next second,rainbow appears.

Today I want to write something about love,although I havn`t gotten a good point.Love,here I mean,has nothing to do with parents,friends. In fact I just want to talk about love between boys and girls. We are commenly asked that which kind of love do you want,money or true love? When young,we value the real love as things in case of not seeking,ignoring everything around.In my country a large portion of students enjoy this pure love during their high school or university,including myself.Thinking of those sweet and loving days ,I feel happyness surrounds me.Together we went to self-learing room,and also had lunch or dinner along with each other.He waited downstairs before our domitory building,and I helped him to clean his bedroom.Life seemed to be wonderful and full of love. But approaching graduation,students often faced with problems allaround.Working or getting furthur education,it`s a question.Meanwhile going to first-tier cities which offer more job opportunities or staying in the hometown ,also trubbles them a lot.So lovers often say goodbye when graduate. And then they understand that this is the reality. It seems to be more and more difficult for single boys or girls to find a truely loved partner after steping into the society.Then here we come back to the question:money or true love ,which do you prefer? Actually,I think there is no perfect answer,just as there is no perfect person.Different people have absolutely disparate views on this question,and of course their life is quitely distinct.What I want to empharsize is that there is no direct relationship between money and living quality or between love and happyness. Life is a journey full of unknow and what influence our feelings is inner side ,not outside.No matter how much money you own ,no matter to what extend you have been loved,no matter which lifestyle you lead,happy or not still determins by you. In a word,just get to know ourselves and be ourselves now that only we ourselves are in charge of our life.Money ?Love ? Who cares,we are the same.

Today together with my colleage, I went to visit a customer.We planed to meet at 10:30,but I got there early.Then I began to think back to the first time when I met her.It was her first day in our company and she had been sitting there when I came in.With a fixed smile on her face all the time,I knew she must be the new sales representive and responded with a smile. Finishing talking with her boss, she gave a silk scarf to her boss as a present.So sophisticated and sleek,I thought.Then,it was this morning,we met each other for a second time.I recognized her from behind and she led me to visit the customer.So smooth and easy for her to talk about something with a stranger or someone she just met once.Then the whole day we stayed together and talked a lot.She send the same scarf to her customer and she told me she brought that from Shanghai,the city she had stayed for 6 years.For her husband`s reason,she changed her job and came to our city.I noticed that this was a blissful woman and was contented with her life although she had been living apart from her family for the past years. She also told me that her first job was a primary school teacher which sounded nice for a girl.It was far away from the life she wanted,so she resigned and began her sales career.Till now,she has been working as a saleswoman for nearly 10 years,and she loves it.It seems that everything is so simple and life is so easy in her eyes,but I know that`s her way of thinking.I don`t know when and why I change my mind to her,and it doesn`t matter too much.What matters is that I know happyness depends on our attitude to life and the real success is that you get the things you want,nothing to do with money or social status.

I`v decided to record my life here. I`m always too shy to express myself in English ,but I want to change. I know,to develop a habit is really difficult,and to make a change needs much hardwork and insistence.But nothing is too difficult if you put your heart into it.So,just do it and keep on! A new employee come to our office this morning, and I get the information that we are in the same department.So I say hello to her forwardly,and invite her to have lunch together.We talk about our working experiences during lunch time,and it seems interesting and meaningful. She was a seven-year program student,majoring in clinical medicine.After graduated she had been working as a doctor for 2 years,then left hospital worked for a company as a marketing speciallist.Before long,she changed her job again.This time she went to a very famous medical devices company,in charging of training sales and customers.Within 2 years,exactly now,her title has been a MSL, a newly-developed job which focusing on medical support.And her boss,only several years older than her,has been concentrated on this job for 7 years.Yeah,you got the point,job-hopping frequently does nothing good to your career. You may get a conclusion that,since the society is so complecated and informative that we faced with too many choices and ways, the most difficult thing is not to learn but not to change. Anyway I feel so happy that I have a new friend and we can share our life to each other.That`s my life,and what about you?