What am I going to be when I am thirty?Looking at who I am now, I CAN predict the man I will be--
the same as I am, with only age number larger.
The right thing to do is say I WILL meet the challenge
And see how much and how long I can shoulder it
As days slip, with normal life, normal work
Being Ordinary is acceptable to me, right?
Why seeing the peers find their good jobs, earn their success
makes me feel misery?
I look at storys of millionairs, the disabled of success, talented people and those with country-honoring jobs--scientists, teachers, and also eye-catching figures as actors and actresses and singers and dancers, performers if all in a group.
But living an ordinary life as I am doing now gives me some sense of uncerternty--
What I really should do and what I should challenge myself to do to earn a life which I long for?
Looking at what ability I have, I stop imagining the glory of future as a successful man but feel the pain of difficulty changing me into a new me.
Repetiveness is what really drags my legs from a new start. Repetiveness is a habit or even deeply turns to be subconciousness which is rooted in for years.
But hope is a good thing, a very good thing. It give me power to face challenges and hopefully turns me into a successful person who I will love to be.
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