A Heart-broken Day
2018-10-26
I got a rejection letter from a periodical office just before， which stroke me a lot. It is the second time that I've received a rejection letter this year. Yeah, I have been a lazy bone for nealy two years because of my morbid characters. Sometimes, I devoted myself comprehensively into the study and professional work ,while sometimes , I got used to doing nothing at all except for sleeping or boring fantacy. I was able to get immersed into complaining others but not to strive for a little. I know that I can't keep freaking out. Because we are not where we want to be on vacation or in our business. There is no luck, only work. Druing my school day, I was always told by a smart young lady that "There is only one success to be able to spend your life in you owm favorite way". When I chose the way of indulging myself, I found that I was not happy at all. Therefore, I am goning to pick up another way of life to torture myself by doing hard work to pacify my heart and my soul. I also know that it would be a little difficult for me at the moment. However, I am afraid of being defeated and more of being a loser.I just don ont want to be insignificant. And it's fine for me to not mind being alone.Even if it's getting worse, I will believe in what I thought. Don't settle and push myself.
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