It's said that all lay load on the willing horse and i think it a truth. Sometimes you just want to help though, it finally turns to a sad situation that with the helping time grows you are more like a tool without being cared on feelings. People do love to share ,but with you ,they share the bore, because you may not refuse to take it.

Honestly, i'm the type that feel awkward at saying "no"s, especially to some good friends. Letting them down upsets me. Fortunately, my friends are good to me and we are willing to help each other. The problem is when there are good ones, there are unfriendly ones. Some guys know how to make use of your character and you find your work piling up like you're busy all the time doing other's things! Didn't realize it at the begining until i feel so tired later.

I know i'm not doing it right. While I complain about it , i never have the guts to tell them my real feeling and say "no". What can i do to make a change? Why do i feel so difficult ?!