First love

-----Fragments from my diary

June 15, 2014, 19:55 Pm

My god, you are being too hard on yourself! You are suffering a self-inflicted torment! Stop it! I said to myself. It is lucky to not have lost myself! However, how come his is the only image rising in my mind? It seems that I see nothing but his smile and here nothing but his voice. I am completely preoccupied with thoughts of him. Nevertheless, the cruel reality—we had already broken up touched me to the heart. And a feeling of sadness suddenly came over me. You good-for-nothing! Go to hell! Why should the unsullied mind of a young girl be haunted by a member of the opposite sex? O! What a misfortune! It is, however never too late to mend your day. You will done for unless you learn to forget the past sweet but bitter love. The best way to heal the wound in the heart is to fight them and to create yourself. Come on! Indulging yourself in the study, you will be free of any trouble and anxiety.