Maybe the blog will be annoyed you guys, but I feel totally frustrated now. Not about the jobs, not about the salary, and not about the environment, it is just about my heart.

Today there are two interviews for me. Both are near Guangzhou East Station and both in the high building, not a factory or in the appartment.

The first one is to recruit a merchandiser, they sell gloves. The sweet girl gave me one pen and one paper, I should write my recume again and do some excercise. After doing these, I refused to give them my own CV because I have written on the paper, the girl told me that my own CV will be more detailed. To me, if I have spent 45 minutes doing the same paper, there is no need to waste my CVs. And then the supervisor has interviewed me and asked me to introduce myself in Chinese and English, why I choose their company, etc. Actually, I don't like this company, I'm afraid that. Everybody has a very small table, the space is very small for everybody. It is very tired around this condition. Just a feeling. The feeling is not good. Can't breethe! I like to work under a good and easy-going environment!

The second one is to recruit a salesrepresentative, they sell service. The HR is a friend of my old colleague, so she gave me this chance. But it seems that I spoke too much and too honesty. She is not satisfied with me.

How should I do now? If I don't start to work asap, I can't stand working in office anymore. If you have read the novel Mia, Run!, you can understand my feeling. Some characters are same as hers, except that I am not as clever as her. No work, no value; no value, no motion; no motion, no existence. A way-out is hard to find, keep working on it. The rainbow will come out after the rain. Although everybody knows the solutions, only one, that is I know how to help myself. Is it right? Changes will be come. Guys, pls wait for me.