it is near to my exam for master degree, i cannt set aside some time for reading books since these days there are lots of guests in my home, i feel upset that i cannt pass it and have to try again next time. The thing is that i dont wanna try it again next year. i hope to pass it this time, unfortunately, i am on and off my relationship with someone who gonna marry me during this new year. i dont know how to get rid of the tough things of my way.

i feel really down now!