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To be a good girl
I wanna be a good girl. Indeed , i am good ,but not better. It's a long long journey to proceed with my goal . I know i am not the best , but I try my utmost to be somebody. 21 years old now I have to learn many things . though i magine i am still a child. It's not allowed in this complicated world . I must pretend that i am mature enough . I hate this ,this is not real me. the reality is so rude I have to face the muisc~~~~ So i have told myself to be a enough brave ,enough confident, enough independent girl since i am a junoir student. No matter what troubles i will meet,no matter what kind of bad eggs i will see, So bring my persistence and justice with myself ! Never say die!!!! cos i am eager to success!!!!!!!!! There is bound to be trouble in store for me everyday in life. Because trouble it's always been ,and also will be ! This is just a process to test me ! Fighting fighting fighting for my dream!
My lord, give me confidence and bravery ,plz!
I don't know why i fear everything sometimes, just sometimes,but it is so vital to me . no confidence and no bravery to conquer it , i have my target ! i have put the plan into practice, i feel that the fear is come out from the inner world of my heart. I know it's my deadly shortcoming, and i try to get out of it's controlling ,the facts show that i was defeated by myself !!!!!!!! God , i have talent ,but at the same time ,there is endless fear is aronnding me , dragging me down . I set sevral steps to change it , i fail to change myself . I hate myself that this , i don't know how to control my emotion. It's time to grow up now ,i am 21 years old ,not a child any more . So i plead myself that be a confident and brave girl!!!!!!!! I f i wanna do , i will make it !!!!! Make the change toward the right direction!
