golden tree+20 pk +10 soilder cards + 0 total =1305G

two months past , i still play the game 大将军 , it takes me much time and energy , and it also does badly harm to my health but i can not stop , i do not know what to do if i give up it , many people lost in it , and charged much money in it , in the first group the best players spent 100,000 more , and in the scend ,people are more fewer than the former , but the top players still threw 5,000 more , some activites drew people's eyes , encourage them to pay more money ,and provide the power ,as now on , i charged 190 yuan in the scend group , 60 yuan in the first group , i spent most time on it everyday , and often forget to have lunch or dinner , now i can not sit on the bed too much time , i need to practise my body , and leave less time on the game as possible as i can .

human can not resist the great nature .

the chinese 's new year is coming , and i am older than before , but i have not set myself well in the society , but it must not my fault , i do not worry about the future , but i care about my fammily .

two days remaining , then i will go , the future is still uncertain.

my aunt came back from Germany , she brought many little presents to us , i was very happy .

in tha afternoon , i will go to my brother's home , there are totally 24 days since i left , in fact i like to visit there , but their fammilies do not welcome me , our relations are not very well now , i do not know how to stay here several days with them , if i go to grandfather's home , there is no chance to finnish my tasks everyday , his home do not have computer , but -------- it also not suitable stay in my room and do not go out to work , others will speak something bad to me , and my fammilies will critize not put them in my heart , that's not my original idea . now make the decision , i should think to buy some presents for the baby .

who i should believe ? everyone protect oneself , who have the ability to help others , i always look myself as a talent , but what do you do now , i do the hardest work ,earn the least money , and the others still want to take some profits from you . when i go out , i am shameful to tell my job , it is just a shame , in China , the more money you have , the more proud you feel , on matter how you get the money , a game if you want to play well , you have to incharge few handred yuan , the money some time is more expensive than time .

in tha afternoon , i begged some days to rest , my leader allowed , but in the evening , he disagreed , told me to work later , i am very disappointed .

quit your job , do you have the courage ? no one will give your a hand .