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The posts in Moments of WeChat, our Chinese version of instant messenger on smart mobile phones, recently were about an ear-pleasing song, The Wind Rises, with very nice melody though the lyric beyond the understanding of usual listeners. The music TV accompanying this song is done in cartoon or manga, with scenes of war that I assumed to be those seen in China’s TV dramas set in the anti-Japanese war period. Turns out it is the work of the Japanese great master of manga Miyazaki Hayao. Whether it is about the love of two young people or the story of a scientist who made the airplane for his country, I am not sure. What impressed me most was the heroine being a painter and the hero a mechanic, both of the jobs I like from the bottom of my heart. I remember very well that when I was a child my father took me to a training school attached to the Worker’s Palace for receiving training of drawing and painting. But my interest was more in the wheels or anything that can turn a high speed, even a turning electric fan could make me often wonder what was the force behind it to make it turn so fast. I also spent much of my spare time or even the time of class in thinking, drawing and making something like that. A self-made electric fan with two blades was finally put into motion with some batteries. That made me very happy and my parent very annoyed because they found me to have wasted the time and money that could have been used for other purposes. They had me to travel alone at my very young age to that training school on each Sunday. At that time, safety was not the problem for parents to worry but the scarce transport made the travel not easy to a distance that can be reached within a short while under today’s condition. Departing as if for a long trip of no return and traveling alone, I felt being abandoned by my parents and was very saddened. I have a lot to say, but now I don’t know what to begin with, so I decide to listen to the above themed song again and try to get some comfort from the melodious peace of mind.

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It was a while back, yeah, quite a long while, when Internet was something non-existing even in our wildest dreams.Having read a notice in a trade magazine of fine arts calling for paiting works to be exhibited and evaluated for award, I began my strenuous painting of copying a masterpiece and lasted for many days and nights. On completion, I loved my work so much as if it was my son and that I was reluctant to send it to the organizer. However, knowing that if I did not make this known to the world by sending it to the event organizer I would lose the opportunity to become a celebrity, I decided to hand over my blood "son" to a stranger institution that was far far away from my home. The big problem was money to cover the expense for delivering. The finished painting was a huge one, my father and I carried it framed out of the room I lived in and downstairs onto a tricycle we hired from the street. It was quite a scene and amazed all onlookers because nobody in that neighborhood consisting of poor and working class people had never seen such nice things before with their own eyes. It also took great troubles in handling it in the post office, the only channel that this great work might be sent out of the city. I still remembered very well and still feel guilty till today the distorted expression on the face of my parents when they had to give out to the post officer a few bank notes that I knew it was an amount more than the monthly expense for a family of six. I was confident I would get an award due to my confidence on my skills or for no reason at all or it was simply the natural reaction of a dreamer. I might have become a Leonardo Da Vinci or got a little richer if everything had been as it was expected, but I never got any response whatever and it is a pity up till now I still have no idea where my work is. It is a pain, and most probably a permanent pain to me.And if you happen to have seen this picture or know where it is, please let me know or ask the owner to return it to me.

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