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Saturday, February 16, 2008|
I have a very meaningful Spring festival, and it taught me a lot for how to deal with this world, how to handle this life.
I called him at 10th of Feb and I knew that somebody in his home and acted as his wife, I was so sad in that day and I cried at night, the next day I was also sad and could not control myself but kept on crying.
At the noon of 11st, my best friend called me and said she is going to visit someone, who is my Ex-boyfriend, and so I called him and asked:” do you know that she would like to visit you?” he said:” yes, but I won’t meet her unless you are with me.” I don’t know what happened, and as a friend, and I wish that I could do something for her. So I agreed it and we three meet the next day.
at night of 11th, my friend sent me message:” I am going to give somebody some flower to represent my love.” I still didn’t realize what happen and I asked:” is your lover?” she didn’t reply this question and I was stupid.
At the morning of 12nd, I went to a restaurant and I met many friends there, she sent me message to ask whereabouts, and I told her the name of that restaurant and I called my EX-boyfriend too.
I received her first and we waited with many other friends, I was happy because I can help my friend. And he arrived, and now the actual result came out.
She gave the flowers to him and sat beside him, and I sat at the other side of the table, she told to him a lot, ignored of my existence. I was shocked, and I knew her intention, but it was too late.
I felt angry, she made good use of me. when she came back and he sent me to the bus station, I could not control my feeling any more. I called her:” you love him, don’t you?”
She replied:” yes, and I always do, and he knows.” I felt more angry and said:” why you don’t tell me about this, if you do, I won’t meet him, and I treat you as my best friend, I can’t believe that you done this to me！”
She cried and I am too much sympathism, I comforted her and so I sent message to EX-boyfriend and asked:” why you don’t tell me about the fact? How can you do that?” he replied:” that is not love in my world.”
At that point I was frighten than shock, I tried my best to take back my sadness and I called someone that said love me before and asked him out for lunch. I was crazy at that time.
After my feeling returned normal, I was able to come back to my home.
I told the so-called present boyfriend that I was going back to my company at 13rd, and he said will call me at that time but he didn’t. I was so angry because I only wanted explanation from him and so I called him directly and I scolded at him, I lost control. I asked to speak to his so-called wife and I received scolding from her.
I was very sad at that night, I can’t understand what did I done wrong. And I am sure that I did nothing wrong in my life, but for the whole night consideration, finally I wanted to give up, and I organized things between he and me, I made a list and I asked him to return the things that I gave him as gift, and I will return what he gave me before, I sent that letter out to him, I was so sad and hopeless.
At the Valentine’s Day, I did the break up list, so meaningful and profundity. At noon, he went to my room and I made everything clear. I cried and I saw him also cried.
Last night, I called him again and I asked for the whole story, how it happened and how it ended, and here it is.
Before spring festival, his Ex-girlfriend contacted him and asked for marriage. He didn’t refuse it and she came to his home for spending the Spring Festival, she asked for marriage and he refused it and so they don’t have marriage certificate. At first he thought that he won’t let me know about this and make it as secret to me and help her and her brother to find a job and let her out.
I was calm, and later I thought I could not let it go so easily, so I sent message to him this morning:” she must get out of your room today, I agree you to pay for the rent for renting another apartment or for the hotel, and I won’t let you to delay my request.” He didn’t reply me till now, and I may take the next step.
I have learnt so much!