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These days ,when we have lessons,there are many students leaving one after another during the class.,|
especially in pulic classes.the teachers continue their classes,as if they haven't see this.I don't know
whether their inner are the same as the faces.whether their inner are clam or not.I always think this
question. perhaps it is the reason that i have an experiences about teaching the students.so i want to know these teachers' inner .my thinking come back in early 2007.
That time i quited my old job and prepared for chongqing,it was just the winter holiday for the students.
our classmate of senior high school established a school to teach the students in the holidays.He hoped i could help him as a teacher.He arranged the second grade mathematics of junior high school for me.it
was no problem for me to teach the course.It was difficult to manage the students for me in classes.some
of them often talked with each other lowly.some students hardly listened the lensons.I told them all that i
could say.I hoped that they could listen in classes.sometimes i told them some stories to courage them
after the classes.it made me disappointed that they didn't care about my words.every day i spent much time to prepare the coures for them.I tried my best to teach them ,helping my classmate,too.because it wasn't easy
to establish so school. i knew that he believed me to let me teach the course.
when i found the students who hadn't had a lesson or talked in class,i was so angry and sad.I felt my
time was wasted in vain.I was disappointed to those students.sometimes because of that,my mood was bad very much,i didn't know how to continue my class.some teachers said that i shouldn't be serious to
those students who didn't want to learn,because they never wanted to learn,their parents only wanted to find a secure place for them in holidays.those teachers also said that they had accoustomed themselves to that.so
they were never mind.though i knew the truth,i couldn't still control myself not to be angry.i still stopped
them talking in class .some students didn't like me,because they though i had interfered their free.though my
inner was sad for this.but i still continued all that i shoud do.a month went by rapidly,it was time to exam for the period learning.I found many datums tor their test questions in order to be close to the entrance examination of
senior high school.I hoped they could know the difficulty as possible as earlier.when i got out my test qustions,
all teachers almost said that they were too difficult to the students,they also said if the students couldn't get
good scores, their parents wouldn't be satisfied with the school,it would have influnce to recruit students
for next holiday.i was silent deep.i knew what it would mean for my classmate.i asked for the advice from
my classmate.he said that he always believed me, i might do what i wanted.i decided to use the test
questions after hearing his words.i also knew i had tried my best to do what i should do to the students,i
thought if they had listened earnest,their scores wouldn't be very bad.i thought i could face the students' parents and the students.i thought that they would understand me some day.
later in my surprise, some students got hundred in every class.other students' scores weren't very bad.
when i awarded the encouragement for them,some students came to me and hugged me closely, they
thanked me ceaselessly.i couldn't control my tears out my eyes,all weary vanished at that time.i felt my
payment got return from their behave.some students asked me whether i would come the next holiday.
i hadn't answered them,i only told they could learn earnest whosoever would be their teacher the next
holiday.the last year when i was chongqing,in the summer vacation,my classmate called me and said some
students and their parents asked whether i would continue to teach that course in that holiday.they hoped
to see me again.my classmate said he felt glad hearing that not only for me but also him.i was excited for that.
my tears was full of my eyes again.
from the experiences,i feel that it isn't easy to be a teacher.it is more difficult not to angry ,when the
students don't learn in class.now when i find my classmates escaping the class,i recall my experiences.
that day i told my classmates if it was me,i would be angry very much to this during the class.they smiled and said that the teachers in universities weren't the same as the middle school.they have
accustomed themselves to this.they also said i needed to adapt this.i had nothing to say but be silent.
[ Last edited by ephil_cn at 2008-10-10 09:11 PM ]