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I know it is a colorful world outside, but I can’t reach it. Once, I came back to avoid facing it, but now I miss it so much on the day I am so depressed. No one will be satisfied his life all the time. No matter what kind of life you are at, the happiness belongs to the person who is easy to be satisfied.|
No one is in love, but lives lonely, live in illusion. All the happiness never happens. Stay at home wordless, facing the air, looking at myself through the mirror, who are you? Why are you here? When do you leave? When? I ask myself everyday. I found that I have recovery from the past, it is good, really, but it is painful that I really forget him.
I ride lonely back home after work, buying some dumplings for myself in the dark. I hand the dealer money and she gave me changes. She is in middle age, the same age as my mother. She lived far away from me. When I missed her and my hometown, I will go to eat fish. Since my hometown is full of this.
Someone told me ever the lines in the palm show the fortune of one’s life. I watch it everyday to try to find my fate. I find that they change everyday, with someone appears and someone disappears. And I found that, my life line becomes shorter and shorter. I want to ask god, the father, when he wants to take me away. Sitting before computer, I feel my life is eaten by this hollow machine.
Love someone doesn’t love you, be loved by someone u don’t love. The deeper being loved, the deeper you love him. However, he doesn’t love u, however