I could not sleep last night,that boy is full of my memory,I missed him so much.Without my parents pemission I couldn't contact him.How I wish they could agree I married with him.I gave my parents a compromise under their pressure last year.and I met some boys with the same age, I really don't like them.But all my family members seem so happy for any of the boys. Some of them got highly-educated,even have cars and houses,but I don't want give the rest of my life to a man I don't love.

This time I will fight with my parents,I will marry with that boy even without their aggreement.Deep conversation in the next long holiday may get some help.Hoping everything goes fine and they could listen my minds calmly.