Sense and Sensibility
2014-05-26
I got a cofession of love( through phone) from my junior high schoolmate on 20th May,which is the day that encourages people to express their emotions to the one you like or love.Then I panicked,but I felt release that it was a short conversation,he hang the phone after he said he liked me since we were 14 or 15,without hearing my answer.And here is the problem:I totally have no feeling of him! I mean I know he is a good person,and have a bright future in his career as an architect.But....I told my situation to my BFF, she said i should say yes to the confession,and get together with him.Her reasons are I am old enough to get married(I will be 27 in this July),and the boy is full of potential to be a rich guy.He has brought an apartment and a new car recently(on his own).After the "professional advisement" that she gave me,I was a little defeat by the sensibility.My mon is worried about me,cause I am still single at this age, by contrasting my peers and cousins.And she always nags about it.Same time, I feel a little shame to be single too.Now a good opportunity is presented in front of me,should I grasp it to slove all the problems or will face more problems after.Because my sense keeping telling me that I don't like him,and i can't force myself to be happy as we are together,it will turn out to be a tragedy in the end.Most importantly I should not lie to him,we have been friends like more than 10 years.And he is such a nice guy.
I have been thinking about this in a week,still have not got any conclutions.And I start acting strange to him,ignore his messages,avoid meeting in the weekend.I think this is my answer,from the bottom of my heart.
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